Life of the Anxious girl...

    Yup the title sums it up. We have all had it happen at one point in our lives, and well I am going through the exact steps now.      A friend, a best one...OR so I thought. Lets take a moment to see an exact definition of the word friend shall we..." a person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations." https://www.google.com/search?q=Defination+of+friend&oq=Defination+of+friend&aqs=chrome..69i57j0l5.4281j0j7&sourceid=chrome&espv=210&es_sm=93&ie=UTF-8#q=Defination+of+friend      A friend to me is: * Someone who is there for you * Someone you can count on * Someone who cares about  you, and you equally care about them * Someone whom you put as a priority in your life.    In my honest opinion it takes a special kind of someone to be considered a friend rather than an acquaintance, I consider myself to have a ton of acquaintance...

     You know the song, "mama said they'll be days like this" well boy was she right, the kind of day that starts of perfect and BAM, someone/something comes along and its changed in an instant. Well that's exactly how my day has gone.      So i sit here, alone, in the dark, with a computer and a really really old episode of a  Garth Brooks concert on GAC. Bored out of my ever loving mind, but yet have not an ounce of motivation to carry me though. The bed looks mighty nice, but I have kids, and its the weekend, so that is so far from an option. So I choose to come here and vent my frustrations to you guys. So grab a snack and get comfy, today is going to be one bitchy ride.       So its Saturday, one more day left in the kiddo's spring break, one more day of sleeping in, one more day of late nights, one last time to spend with my kids before they have to get back on the daily grind. What does my husband decide to do? Thats right, in...

Anxiety. We all have it, but we all cant control it. This is my journal, my daily life. What is anxiety?       anx·i·e·ty 1 . a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. https://www.google.com/search?q=anxiety+definition&oq=anxi&aqs=chrome.2.69i57j0j69i59j69i61j0l2.2961j0j7&sourceid=chrome&espv=210&es_sm=93&ie=UTF-8 What are symptoms of anxiety?    Because each person has a unique chemical make up, the type, number, intensity, and frequency of anxiety symptoms will vary from person to person. For example, one person may have just one mild anxiety symptom, whereas another may have all anxiety symptoms and to great severity. All combinations are common.      Below is a list of "common" symptoms of anxiety: http://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms.shtml?gclid=CKLwyvrqqbwCFdHm7Aod_iEAnA       I feel that...